You're so fake

I thought today i would show you my new Mac lipstick in Sweetie, i have wanted this lipstick for ages as i love the finish (lustre) but also the fact it is such a pretty shade. I bought this item from eBay, as soon as i had paid the item i had a gut instinct it would be fake. If it's too good to be true, it normally is. I should have listened to my instinct...this product is 100% fake and i'm going to show you why....

From the outer packaging it looks like the real deal it has the logo the finish of the shade, but no, take a close look at the sides...on the top it should have the 'shade' printed on there instead of it been a sticker (which isn't even on straight!)

When you open up the packaging you are greeted with the 'back to mac'. But it's the bullet that gives this product away. It is huge and bulky looking! Also there is no weight to the product at all, it feels light as air, with my other mac lippys (bought from the store) they are heavy, not super heavy but you can tell you are holding them. On the bottom of the bullet there is a sticker with the shade on it (like all mac lipsticks) but again no finish (by finish i mean glaze, lustre etc) It is cheaply made and the little ridges on real mac lipsticks are circles....on this they are square. You can see where the 'silver' circle is joined together - which only highlights the fact this is not real mac...with mac you pay for the quality....this fake has no quality at all!

Open up the bullet and the mechanism of actually getting the lipstick out of the bullet is so super easy which is down to the fact the actual lipstick is practically weightless. Once the lipstick is up, you aren't greeted with the smell that is associated with real mac lipsticks, infact their is no scent at all....

If this was a real mac lipstick i would happily swatch the product for you, but i am not putting this item anywhere near my skin...i have no idea what has been used to make this lipstick, for all i know it could contain posion.  That is the trouble with these fakes that are on eBay...you have no idea what is inside them, so many girls are at risk of putting lord knows what onto their skin as they think it is a real deal product. You are at risk of skin infections, allergic reactions, some of the ingrediants used may not even be safe for humans.

I hope by reading this post, if you are to buy brand named make up from eBay you do you research...ask to see more packaging pictures if the seller is genuine then they won't mind taking extra pictures for you. Please use your common sense if for example a mac product is listed as brand new but selling for £5 - it is fake. This doesn't just go for Mac products but all brands ie) bobbi brown, benefit etc.

Don't waste your money, if you really want the make up product, save and then go to a reputable place and purchase it. I hope this has been helpful for you girls.

(I have emailed the seller of this product who has promised me a refund)

Skinny Love

Feeling in a little bit of a reflective mood right now - guess it could be sleep deprivation as it is 2:10am...if anyone knows where my sleep pattern has gone please could you let me know - i hate not sleeping. My nights in the last week have consisted of watching Youtube videos - i've even started watching 'spot popping videos' and 'ingrown hair videos' seriously gross yet i can't seem to look away - i need help i have #issues.

Upon my random searches on Youtube i came across a couple of videos that literally made me sit and cry for a solid ten minutes, i kid you not. I don't know if you have heard about the teenager Ben Breedlove who sadly passed away on Christmas day (he was friends with Megan) if you want to watch the videos where he tells you his story you can do so  here. Subsequently i watched other videos about him including his sisters "speech" at his funeral..i don't know what it was that made me watch the videos, but i felt i had to.

 For those who don't know me or haven't read any of my old blogs (this one isn't my first blog) i have a neurological illness, that i was diagnosed with 8 years ago this month. I can relate to Ben in the sense that i can't do things that people my age can do - i can't drink alcohol, ice skate, ride a rollercoaster, whip my hair back and forth, horse ride - just to name a few. I've had to adjust my whole life, i never had my teenage wild child days, i was either in hospital or in bed too ill to move. I have a shunt in my spine that i hate, i hate it with a tremendous passion, but without it i'm hospital bound on a drip unable to see clearly not able to eat can't walk without aid...my shunt basically controls me, i feel like a robot...almost like a cyberman (had to throw in a bit of Doctor Who) as much as it took my life away from me, it gave me new life. As much as i hate my shunt and everything in relation to my health (i also have M.E and have anaemia as well as a dodgy immune system) it made me realise what is important in life...i was sixteen years old when i was told i was going blind - at that age you are meant to be worried about exams, boys, friendship not that you are never going to see again. I remember the moment exactly, i was sat in the eye department of the LGI with my mum i was in a wheelchair in my PJs as i was an in-patient, and i jokingly said to the Doctor "am i going blind?" (at this point i was unable to walk unassisted as i couldn't see clearly at all) he replied with "that's what we are afraid of, something needs to be done right now or you will be blind in a matter of days"

Since having my shunt fitted, i have had to have it revised numerous times, each time more painful, riskier and scarier than the last...although i never show i am scared to my family but i am, i'm scared everytime i go under the knife i will never wake up, i'll never see the sunshine again or the stars twinkling...before they wheel me down to theatre i always take one moment to look at my loved ones faces just incase i never see them again. Having an illness like mine makes me doubt religion and faith, Lord knows my faith has been tested but everytime i have a blip with my illness, my Faith keeps me going - it gives me strength and courage to fight for just one more day. I spend so much of my time worrying that something is going to go wrong with my shunt even though i have been operation free for two years in June.I have only briefly touched on what has happened to me in regards to my health, some stories are too personal and emotional to share...i don't know why i am sharing this with you, maybe because it is coming up to eight years and what better way of dealing with it then sharing my story with the internet.

Reading Bens story made me realise more than ever that life is so short and precious, it can be taken from us in a heartbeat. Don't sweat the small stuff in life, do what makes you happy! Live each day to the fullest....have no regrets.

image and words are my own

(normal posts will be back in the next few days)

Look into my eyes

I thought i would do an 'eyes of the day' post - do they even exist? Well they do now...the boy was messing around taking pictures and he happened to take a pretty decent shot of my eyes, i know the picture looks really edited but i promise you he only used the flash - that's it...he is just a good photographer. I also want to say i don't have a lazy eye it's just how i was looking at the camera...

Mascara: MeMeMe big fat lash (the leopard print one)

Eyeline (lower lash line) : Teddy by Mac

Eyebrows: filled in using the matt brown from the Sleek Original palette

Ta-da there we have it....nothing fancy at all but i wanted to be vain and be all like 'hey look at how blue my eyes look' i jest. Although i may get the boy to work his magic next time i do a smokey eye...keep your eyes peeled for more 'eyes of the day'. What's your favourite way to wear your eye make up?

Simply the best

Happy New year y'all! Today i was going to post my 'most worn products of 2011' then i realised it was next to impossible to do, as i change what products i use that often - everything is rotated - if that makes sense? So instead i decided to do 'some of my favourite products of 2011'  let's begin....

Picking my favourite blush was super hard, i am a blush addict - the more the merrier, but i managed to pick out a favourite and that is..... Mac Honour (frost) - Honour is a pretty, 'natural' shade. It has small fine delicate reflects of gold/bronze. It is noticeable when on the skin but it doesn't look like you have plastered your face with glitter - that's why this blush can also be used as a highlight as it gives you such a nice healthy glow. I find it compliments my skin tone really well, i think if you had a darker complexion you can easily build up the colour.

Picking my favourite eyeshadows was the easiest to pick...there was no competition at all....the winner is the Urban Decay Naked palette, Eugene bought me this towards the start of the year (2011) and i have used it near enough everytime i have wanted to apply eyeshadow. I am such a neutrals girl, this palette is perfect for me. I know that their is a Naked 2 palette, but i'm not in a rush to go out and buy it, i much prefer the original one. I don't think i have to go into too much detail about the Naked palette, as everyone and their dogs know about it and have seen hundreds upon hundreds of reviews.

As well as been a blush girl i am also a lippy lover, to me their is only one brand (out of the ones i have tried) that do amazing lipsticks....Mac....i used to be a Hue girl, but since it's running really low, i haven't wanted to use it - i have two new favourites: I Like It Like That and Mlle. I Like It Like That is a cremesheen formulation, Eugene purchased this for my recent birthday from our local CCO. The shade reminded me so much of Snob however Snob is less lavender based compared to ILILT, it's such a wearable colour, it can be worn during the day and night without looking out of place. Mlle is a glaze formulation, it's a rather pale blue based, light pink. It's none drying on the lips and as it is a glaze it just glides on with a slight 'gloss' look. It reminds me of a paler version of Pink Plaid and a 'cooler' version of Creme Cup (neither of which i own but have swatched several times)

What have your favourites been in 2011?? I would love to know if you have tried any of my favourites?